february 2024

writing this at the office, alone and the sky's gloomy. i am almost 24 and still nowhere close to what i pictured when i was 9. but to think about it, i suppose that me would still be happy to find out where i am now, what i am doing. she was full of hope and joy, and she just wanted to be somewhere. 

i had some resolutions on the list, i will probably just list it down here (since noone's gonna read anyway, so the secret i confide in here will remain safe. lol.):

- successfully donate my blood (this will require a week of iron supplements, proper protein intakes, and enough sleep) ((to which by today, i have already succeeded HAHA just a week ago i donated 350cc of my blood)

- workout more intensely and routinely. been slacking off the last few months, probably because i was sick/just too busy. but it's time to pick up the discipline and get the body moving. (previously i intended to lose some weights, i still aim too, i guess, but probably only 2-4kgs. then focus on gaining muscles?)

- sleep better. it is already better than where i was last year but the health standard is to sleep before 12 a.m. so i better get there soon. now is 1-2 a.m. ish, so i will have to try harder.

- i want to wear nice and pretty clothes! so the year's goal is to assemble my capsule wardrobe. or at least get the things i've always wanted. i also want to decorate my new bedroom. and buy my parents things they've always wanted but never get because they always prioritize their kids. meaning that i have to earn more money so i can afford the look i've always wanted.

- finish a book a month, or 12 in total for a year. but i've been binge reading since december, and i have finished 7 books these 2 months alone. 12 shouldn't be hard if this keeps going. i begin to target 3-4 books a month now, but this is negotiable because i have other things to get done. 

- celebrate me! i no longer will wait for anyone to celebrate me. i will celebrate me. i will start by loving and celebrating my birthday. i will get me something i need and something i want this year's birthday. i was thinking of getting something to wear and something to eat as well, but i will have to see the financial condition so i don't go over budget. as for something i need, i will get myself vaccinated. ADULTING IS REAL!! and i am all for it!

- learn chinese!! ahahahha i enrolled in chinese class at the beginning of the year. we'll see where i am later next year :-) 

- grow in mind, body, and spirit. this requires me to do my daily devotion, achieve my reading plan, and work my body out. nice. all for growth!!!

- idk what probably try to do some research on master degree? idk.

okie i will have to start working now. bye!