Q1 2026: some discomfort i wish to be a growing pain.
hi! another post written in the office; except it's a different office now. back when i wrote my last post in February 24, i didn't know just a half year later i would be moving forward to another place. i'm still working somewhere related (halfly?) to architecture, whereas now i'm working as marketing design consultant in a building material manufacture. or so i thought i was moving forward, because i seem to be contemplating lately whether i had made the right choice. back in early 2024, i worked somewhere with much lower wage and although i enjoyed the job, the company, and the lesson my superior was giving, i was clearly struggling with the low wage. not as in, struggling to stay alive, but i felt so... limited. the choices i had was limited. monthly expense were tight, i had no room to grow. i also couldn't socialize much because i was mostly home and home... home is not somewhere i felt (i still do) most safe in. it was stressful and when an opportunity came ...